Ed Sheeran - That's On Me (Fan Created Music Video) [Brazil]

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"This video was made by a fan, for the fans. Hi! I’m Beatriz Santamaria Pinha, the director of That’s On Me, and the one who was chosen to proudly represent Brazil.

When I first listened to this song, it hurt (almost as badly as stepping on a Lego). Every lyric reminded me: I don’t know what I’m doing with my life! I had just quit my college math major. I didn’t graduate. I definitely didn’t have a plan!

So when I was creating this video, I knew my character had to be feeling the same way. His life has changed course, and he’s trying to find who he is now. Tie-dye, flower arrangements, baking, and… you’ll have to watch the video to find out.

And while I had focused on crafting a meaningful narrative, I knew there was still one thing missing: the easter eggs! You might have noticed a few of them: like the infomercials taken straight from the promotion for Out of Variations, or the Lego house, which was featured in… you guessed it, Lego House! Even the actor, Skip, is sort of an easter egg: he was previously featured in Overpass Graffiti." - Beatriz Santamaria Pinha

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Director: Beatriz Santamaria Pinha

Producer: Bia Bauzys

Producer: Karen Sanovicz

Starring as Alger: Skip Howland

Assistant Director: Reece Ragusa

Director of Photography: Nicolle Batista

1st AC: Kathlyn Almeida

Gaffer: Declan Berkeley

Grip: Xian Zhao

Grip: A. Shoaib Khan

Production Designer: Daniela Taouil

Art Assistant: Melanie Englmaier

Practical Effects Supervisor: Liam Blackburn

Costume Designer: Mara Knight

Editor: Spencer Smith

Color: Ryan Berger

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That's On Me Lyrics:

Is this just getting older?

I can’t get away from this rain

I’m starting to think that’s it’s me

I wanna just create things

But the longer it takes I feel drained

Can’t remember a day I’ve been sober

Not in a place to take blame

Any more weight I might break

Tell me do you feel the same

Guess we all go the same way

I’m in a bit of a mess here

Count to 10 and hope to disappear

I never did my homework

Could I have been more than this

Finding a way exist

Within a world with no risk

Forcing a shoe that won’t fit

I spend most the day stoned and

Making excuses for it

Saying it helped to write this

But on the real, I’m tight lipped

Shooting a shot that I’ll miss

And it’s so far from near

Why the hell am I still here?

This is not the end of our lives

This is just a bump in the ride

I know that it will be alright

If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?

I can’t help myself but cry

Every time that I realise

Maybe I’ll never find my smile

Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me

Now that the weather is colder

Nothing is masking this pain

The summer was here but won’t stay

We are inside like all day

Regretting the things that we say

And it takes a toll yeah

The conversation won’t end

Being a rock for your friends

Cracks on the surface don’t mend

We only break we don’t bend

And you’d think it was so clear

But I can’t see nothing but the fear

I’m feeling so bloated

Thinking a salad won’t do

Might as well open up two

Locking myself in my room

Hoping that this all ends soon

And no one will notice

What I will put myself through

Coz they will hate themselves too

Isn’t it mad what we do

Pretending to win but just lose

And it’s so far from near

Why the hell am I still here?

This is not the end of our lives

This is just a bump in the ride

I know that it will be alright

If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?

I can’t help myself but cry

Every time that I realise

Maybe I’ll never find my smile

Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me

Too many things on my mind

To process moments of life

There’s some days I lose my drive

Then some can’t control the fire

I’m aware that things take time

But I’m not a patient guy

Maybe if I wait I’ll find

Resemblance of peace of mind

But this is just getting older

Running away from our past

Knowing the calm it won’t last

Being a mouse in this grass

Feeling the snakes behind us

I’m searching for closure

But nothing is healing these scars

When I open up they just laugh

Saying if they had just half

Then nothing would ever be dark

Is it new me, new year?

Or just the same old blue sphere

This is not the end of our lives

This is just a bump in the ride

I know that it will be alright

If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?

I can’t help myself but cry

Every time that I realise

Maybe I’ll never find my smile

Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me