Soccer Mommy - gray light (Official Audio)

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"I wanted this song to have an element of something Tori Amos did on To Venus and Back, where she added industrial sounds to bring a harshness to the beauty of these gentle guitar and synth flute parts. The song is about watching someone else be sick, and wondering if that’s going to be you in the blink of an eye. The anxiety of approaching death haunts me a lot. It’s this weird struggle between being attracted to it and scared of it, trying to find the balance of beauty in life and fear."

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Lyics:

Looking at you

Watching the shriveled flower you bloomed

I feel it too

Inside the gray light of my room

Am I just like you?

Am I gonna be there way too soon?

‘cause I see the noose

it follows me closely whatever I do

and I can’t lose it

the feeling I’m going down

I can’t lose it

I’m watching my mother drown

Something feels loose

I’m falling to pieces from one little screw

I cry to the moon

And beg it to change me or rip me in two

There’s pieces of you

They cover my body it’s so hard to chew

And I see the noose

It’s stuck to my fingers, I’ve pulled at the glue

and I can’t lose it

the feeling I’m going down

I can’t lose it

I’m watching my mother drown

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