Rosie Darling - I'm Different Now (Official Visualizer)

Rosie Darling - I'm Different Now (Official Visualizer) with tags rosie darling, fletcher, lennon stella, ashe, jeremy zucker, boy in space, carlie hanson, emily burns, chelsea cutler, shy martin, nina nesbitt, elina, sody, sasha sloan, julien baker, josie dunne, violet skies, blake rose, conor matthews, rosemary joaquin, kayden, natiive, clara mae, ashley kutcher, carobae, mokita, katelyn tarver, bailey bryan, avery lynch, loote, savannah sgro, nightly, emily weisband, indie pop, bedroom pop, halsey, olivia rodrigo, villain, justify, boxes

Lyrics:

I intellectualize my feelings

Then I get high to drown them out

I know the hurt is part of healing

Wish you were here to hold me now

All I can feel is your indifference

Back then I thought that I deserved it

There’s nothin’ I could do to fix it

I guess I’m still learning how to live with it

If I was still an optimist

I would just move on from this

But I, I'm different now

Forgave your broken promises

Yeah, I loved you though all of it

But I, I’m different now

Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away

Cuz I, I’m different now

Drove by your house again last weekend

Remember when it felt like home

I think a part of me’s still in there

Do you ever feel my ghost?

I only see you in my nightmares

Sometimes I wish that I could haunt you

What if I’m always gonna be scared

What if I’m always gonna want you

If I was still an optimist

I would just move on from this

But I, I'm different now

Forgave your broken promises

Yeah, I loved you though all of it

But I, I’m different now

Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away

Cuz I, I’m different now

I’m sorry that I wasn’t older

Were we ever really friends?

I think I’m finally glad it’s over

It still hurts but it hurts less

If I was still an optimist

I would just move on from this

But I, I'm different now

Forgave your broken promises

Yeah, I loved you though all of it

But I, I’m different now

Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away

Cuz I, I’m different now

Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away

Cuz I, I’m different now