mxmtoon - god? (official visualizer)
mxmtoon - god? (official visualizer) with tags mxmtoon, maia mxmtoon, maia, bedroom pop, indie pop, sad pop, maia moredocting, mxmtoon songs, the masquerade, xmxtoon, indie, alt, the situation, liminal space, liminal, space, backrooms, new music, rain, dramatic escape, white out, god?, god
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credits:
Director: Bảo Ngô
Production: Residency
Executive Producer: Gaetan Rousseau
Line Producer: Olga Kotova
1AD: Belén Vilarrasa Corriero
DP: Ben Goelz
1AC: Tom Fenaille
Gaffer: Vic Roxas
Key Grip: Pat Koehle
Swing: Juan Rodriguez
Art Director: Lana Ferron
Art Assistant: Logan Murray
Groomer: Brenna Drury
Stylist: Jéss Monterde
Assistant Stylist: Danielle Juliao
Set PA: Adele Montebourg
Set PA: Charlie Rosenberg
Truck PA: Fred Carey
Editor & Color: Dutty Vannier
Senior Creative Director: Kelly Ford
Creative Commissioner: Austin Gomez
lyrics:
i guess it kinda hurts sometimes
even when i say i think i'm fine
it's all upon my shoulders
i'm only getting older
i'm losing all the faith i had
which isn't much
but it's still sad
and i guess i kinda scare myself
when i realize how much i've changed
they'd think me pretty odd
because i don't believe in god
but i'm learning how to pray
anyway
but i do believe in something
I just don't know what it is
i can't put my finger on it
but i hope that it exists
so i lean into a faith
that i've never called my own
i look back and call it fate
like there's some reason i don't know
cause i'm searching for a sign
something more divine
sitting up at night
praying cause it don't hurt to try
praying cause i'm already high
if i keep going up and i'm fine
if somebody answers the door in the sky
my first question is gonna be
why
there's a voice that i am hearing
there's a pounding in my head
gotta search for greater purpose
so i'm one more step ahead
so i lean into a faith
that i've never called my own
i look back and call it fate like theres some reason i don't know
and i question my existence
and if things are meant to be
i block out all of the noise and all the faces that i see
try to focus on the image
of where i want to be
i’ll figure out my future manifest my destiny
searching for a sign
something more divine
sitting up at night
praying cause it don't hurt to try
praying cause i'm already high
if i keep going up and i'm fine
if somebody answers the door in the sky
my first question is gonna be
why
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