mxmtoon - feelings are fatal



mxmtoon - feelings are fatal with tags soundcloud, mxmtoon, music, vlog, peaceful, calm, ukulele, something, nice
the full version of "something." thank you for all the love on "something" as well, the track was an experiment at first as I had never really been open about my feelings in that sense before with my lyrics and music, it made me really relieved to see that i wasn't the only person feeling the way i did. i hope this song can give people solace in the fact that they aren't alone in feeling this way either, thank you for all the love and support. i really don't deserve it
lyrics:
I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I’d do anything
For you for you
It’s always for you
And never or me
I need it to stop
So let me tell you please
I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
but I can’t tell you
that I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)
How many times
Must I keep it inside
I need to let go
And I swear that i’ve tried
But opening up
Means trusting others
And that’s just too much,
I don’t want to bother
So I’ll keep it inside
And bury it deep
I know it’s not healthy
But you won’t hear a peep
Though I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
I could never tell you
That I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)