Ethel Cain - Pulldrone (Official Visualizer)

Ethel Cain - Pulldrone (Official Visualizer)

It's happening to everybody.

Taken from "Perverts", out everywhere now.

Hurdy Gurdy / Synths: Hayden Anhedonia

Production: Hayden Anhedonia

Mixing: Hayden Anhedonia

Mastering: Dale Becker

Video shot and edited by Hayden Anhedonia.

Lyrics:

One; Apathy.

I am that I am, and I am nothing.

Two; Disruption.

There goes a great shudder through the muscle, a shimmering of bells through the mist.

Three; Curiosity.

One quick moment to crane the neck. I have always possessed the insatiable need to see what happens inside the room.

Four; Assimilation.

Lo, wellspring of knowledge, of feeling, of sensation. Beauty, overwhelming. I will dislocate my jaw to fit it all in.

Five; Aggrandization.

The pull. Yes, the pull. Send down your cordage of suffocation and let me in.

Six; Delineation.

I want to know what God knows and I will be with him. Sent over the edge, I sigh. Flush against the veil, I sing.

Seven; Perversion.

It is no good, bearing false witness. The sinner’s errand. I am what I am, but we are not the same. It is no good, speaking of fairness. The fool’s errand.

Eight; Resentment.

Are these laurels to be proud of. Let me tell you how much I’ve come to hate you since I began to live. Hate. Hate.

Nine; Separation.

I was an angel, though plummeting. The stars are as beams, shining through the wheel. I am sure that hell must be cold.

Ten; Degradation.

Nature chews on me.

Eleven; Annihilation.

This agony. Such is the consequence of audience. I will claw my way back to the great dark and we will not speak of this place again.

Twelve; Desolation.

Therein lies sacred geometry of Onanism, of Ouroboros, of punishment. I am that I was as I no longer am for I am nothing.

Amen.