Clara Mae - Growing Pains (Live)

Clara Mae - Growing Pains (Live) with tags clara mae, universal music ab, pop

I wake up in the morning

In the arms of my whole world

I know that I should tell him I love him so it hurts

But i still sing if heartbreak when we are doing great

That’s another time when it’s

me just being fake

A conversation with my sister a highlight of a day

I should tell her that more often

I don’t know why I wait

Cuz right before you know it it might go away

So why don’t I just say it before it’s to late

My father gave me music

But had a wondering eye

I know my mother knew it

But stayed there by his side

So everyone would think

What a perfect family

that’s another thing that I know we’ll will never be

I’ve always had this feeling this fear of missing out

So I still go to parties with people I don’t like

I know I should go home but I’m staying everytime

That’s another way how to waste another night

You’re suppose to be a grownup when you are 32

So I’ll just keep pretending cause I don’t have a clue

Keep smiling like I’m happy but

never been this blue

That’s another thing that we’re all supposed to do

When I’m looking at my grandma she’s all I wanna be

She doesn’t have that darkness that lives inside of me

But then she never dared to do all the things she dreamed

But in another life oh I wonder who’d she be

When you become a mother

It’s so hard to explain

you love someone so much

You forget to love yourself

you question the decision but let nobody know

but when I hold her in my arms

I know I’m right where I belong

I know my biggest fear is being right there at the end

Just wishing for a chance I could to do it all again

But there still time for living now while I’m still alive

So that’s the only thing I will do before I die

Edit: Joyce Rodriguez